Day 6 - Something you hope you never have to do.

I hope I will never have to bury my child.

That is a loss that can never be filled, or eased and I could not face it. It is unnatural and fundamentally wrong.

I face a possibility of losing my eyesight to glaucoma, my breasts to cancer, my financial independence to the closing or selling of my shop. I will most likely have to have to bury my mother and father. I may outlive my husband. I will die one day. I will face horrible unforeseeable upheavals in my life. All that will be bearable, as long as her sweet little life is continues long after mine has passed

Now, If you will all excuse me, I am going to go crawl in bed with her until my heart stops pounding so fast..